January 2011
23 posts
ma poeme cubiste
i wrote a cubist-style poem for french class. i’m actually quite proud of it. for those of you that understand french, here ya go!
le mur, l’échange de news, et la boîte de réception
sociale
la vie sur l’internet
réseau
dépendance
toutes les informations
j’ai vu vos photos la nuit dernière
bleu
mes yeux regardent
j’écris, je commentaires
les cases de la vie
mon temps est...
winterguard competitions
yesterday at our winterguard competition, i asked myself…. “what am i doing here on a saturday night?” but then i realized that i actually enjoy guard competitions.
within these past two years, i feel i’ve made a lot of new friends from other guards which is just great! i LOVE being able to pass by another guard and see a friend and be like, “omg heyy! how are...
SEVEN wants
1. to get into college
2. i know this is totally material…. but:
a locket (with pictures inside!)
a nice watch (because all powerful, independent women have nice watches)
a nice ring (not the crappy kinds that fall apart… ya know? but one that will last forever.) lol
3. to travel! i love traveling. i want to go to africa and south america. and of course, i want to go back to paris...
EIGHT fears
oh goodness… here we go! and again, in no particular order:
1. failure
2. dying alone or disappearing and nobody noticing
3. disappointing my role models
4. not getting into college
5. heights…. (mmm…. field season anyone? yep… scary stuff)
6. miscarriage or infertility. weird, i know but ask me if you want to know more about this one
7. clowns
8. not being able to...
“We loved each other without boundaries.”
NINE loves
the nine loves of my life, in no particular order:
1. Retail therapy.Gotta love it! I’m currently eyeing these cadence leather boots at nordstroms. They are WAY too expensive but i fully intend on buying them… plus it helps that i got my pay check today ;)
2. Music. No matter what, it’s there. T speaks to me and soothes me.Wwhen i’m happy, sad, angry, or whatever, music...
TEN secrets
here are my 10 secrets that are no longer secrets (:
in no particular order:
1. i sing loudly in the shower
2. i plan out conversations and think of what i’m going to say. like i use hand gestures and speak as myself and the other person. sometimes it pays off and the real conversations go the way i planned them, most of the time they don’t.
3. i tried being anorexic once. it...
behind that masque
i currently have a hardening grape extract mask on my face. it looks like my face was encased in plastic. also, i imagine this is what botox feels like. anyways, it got me thinking about how we girls (well, not all of us, but some of us) go to such great lengths to make ourselves “look beautiful” with ridiculous amounts of make-up when, really- all our beauty is right there.
do you...
“sometimes we put up walls. not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough...”
“he said, “i love my koala” and now i can’t stop smiling.”
BIRFDAY BOY!
today is B’s birthday. i surprised him in the morning by jumping onto his bed lawlz. he was like, “WTF.” and then realized it was me. gawd, i love surprises. anyways, we went to bill of fare for breakfast and ate omlettes (du fromage LOL) and i got french toast. shuttup, B. i’m not a fatty. i can just appreciate food. geezus.
we’re going to dinner tomorrow night with...
fluff in my head
today was actually a really good day! well, mostly good. good, considering we had finals. anyway, i had my lang final first and i was FREAKING out about it and reviewing and re-reading… then i took the actual final and it wasn’t so bad! i think i did alright. i was really proud of my essay that i wrote on free will. i thought i was clever and original. hopefully mr. friend thinks so...
“Your choice it’s simple—her or me. And I’m sure she’s really great. But…....”
Watchcame across this. proof that ERRbody loves beyonce! :)
just DANCE
I’ve been having a constant realization that the dance in my life has disappeared. I suppose you could call guard some form of dance, but what i mean is dance— in it’s truest and purest form. I’ve noticed I’ve become very emotional and on edge lately. The more I thought about it, the more I felt it had something to do with the lack of dance in my life.
Dance has...
just a lazy sunday
highlights of day: LAZY SUNDAY! hoo-rah! :)
got to spend some time with B today even though i had to force him into it… lame. he would never admit it, but i’m sure he had fun. i wandered around his house while he was researching how to build a motherboard (nerd, much?) and checked out all the family photos. not gonna lie, B was a cute baby. he came upstairs and we wandered around his...